happy birth day O dear it is hanging here,sitting there, it is all over it has chased me as long as I can remember pretends to be alive with a pretty face its cover this dead thing is well-known to us as calender today my calender has a reminder it is telling me "happy birth day O dear" and has given me a new odd number impossible to fit life in to a calender because it is far too studier where as life flows like a river at times life strolls like river in hot desert some times cruises like stream on mountain and I can not keep pace with this calender calender, I can't do whatever you require and this time, I swear, I will not surrender everybody need their own personal-calender